Maybe the trick is to just let it be what it is? I dunno.
[It's veeeeeeery different between him and Nico. They've been together four years and it's like he doesn't even really register it, but the love is there all the same.]
You're worried about him, I know. But it's not fatal, and you've at least talked. So let's count that as a win for now.
[He could push it, stay a while longer... But he didn't want to get thrown out by Alistair - that being that Kaz didn't want his former mentor overextending himself.]
I'll see you when I get back, okay? Rest easy 'til you're back up to 100%
[At that, he stands and pats Alistair's shoulder before walking back out the door. As he does, he looks at the house, as if trying to find Hikaru's room.
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[It took them long enough, at any rate. But he knows that in many ways? That was his fault.
Leaning back now, and lighting up another cigarette.]
I do wonder how long it'll stay this way, though.
[Bad habits, and all. Push and pull, back and forth.]
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[It's veeeeeeery different between him and Nico. They've been together four years and it's like he doesn't even really register it, but the love is there all the same.]
You're worried about him, I know. But it's not fatal, and you've at least talked. So let's count that as a win for now.
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[Not quite a yes, not quite a no. Even he's cynical at this point.
...Still, it IS better. Even if it had to involve a makeout and a pretty heavy conversation.
Taking a swig to let the taste of the alcohol drown out the memory of the way Hikaru had looked at him. Yep.]
He should be up within a few days. You'll be gone by then, though.
y-yo man!
[He drains the last of his bottle at that.]
Speaking of gone, I suppose my two hours are up.
[He could push it, stay a while longer... But he didn't want to get thrown out by Alistair - that being that Kaz didn't want his former mentor overextending himself.]
I'll see you when I get back, okay? Rest easy 'til you're back up to 100%
[At that, he stands and pats Alistair's shoulder before walking back out the door. As he does, he looks at the house, as if trying to find Hikaru's room.
Sleep well, Blade King; Rest easy, Maistir.]